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Sealing away hurt that's made...

Failed at acting pain that's paid...

One own choices all but made...

For your attention i'd not paid?!?!?!?



Keep thyself in thy liquid sphere....

Ethereal thoughts and mine disowned...

Dreams compelled by nothing mere....

In keeping happiness my soul was drowned!!!



Lies, Deception, Hurt and Cats...

Given all to me but that the last...

Was given out of love and outwards cast!!!

Nevermore shall I try again at last.



My strength can only surmount so much....

Thy choice was to wait!?!?!?

Unbeknownst to me and I shall guess such...

Intent in thyne as Love not Bait?!?!?



You leave me then and without words....

You threatened felt and my heart fled....

You came back awaiting for my forgiving words...

You failed at loving and again my heart BLED!!!!



Forgiveness none I've done my part...

Though she may come, she plays no part...

In thy decision to break my heart....

I'll mend in time... ITS MY HEART!!!



So A coward am I for choosing to be civil....

Just because you weren't, couldn't and no!

If speaking to me hurt you so?

Then part away and leave me be still!!!!

For what are you, for what are you?

Listen for damn's sake I ask you!

I've tired of such things.

These lunacy tides and comfort brings

unfaithful winds and loosened strings.



Loosened strings of passions feel

hatred's love of flesh and steel.

The blood that runs I trust is real

enough to satisfy you still

you yearn for more and more you'll kill.



My breadth my faith and none

before me choose to run but some.

Mocked am I by my lively trees.

Seemed dead and stoned and yet are free

to mock and jest and stab at me.



I've cut them down and what I ask

is my further reason in blood to bask.

I hated none but belonging grasp

to my peircing hand and waining gasps

as reach in swift their final breath at last.